Last week I was looking for good recommendations for girly fantasy titles not involving vampires or fairies. No one had any but that’s ok because not long after posting that I received My Soul to Take by Rachel Vincent and Meridian by Amber Kizer in on hold at the library. You can guess what I’ve been doing the past couple of days! :) I didn’t realize how similar these two books were when I originally requested them but reading them back to back made me think that they would be perfect paired together for review. Both books deal with death and the release of a person’s soul after death.
I picked up My Soul to Take first, which was a bit surprising because I really had no interest in the title when I first heard about it…a girl who uncontrollably screams when someone dies, nuh uh, but the whims of a reader never make sense (at least my reading whims).
Kaylee Cavanaugh has lived with her aunt, uncle, and cousin for most of her life, ever since her mother died in a car accident and her father, deciding he couldn’t care for young Kaylee on his own, dropped her off and headed to Ireland. Despite her father’s abandonment, Kaylee’s life is mostly normal, except for her attacks. Her aunt and uncle, doctors, everyone seems to think these episodes are run-of-the-mill panic attacks, and Kaylee just needs some drugs and she’ll be fine. Kaylee knows that’s not the case, she knows screaming endlessly for hours for no apparent reason isn’t normal but it’s not a panic attack and she’s not crazy and she doesn’t need drugs. After a night out at a dance club, things simultaneously get better and worse for Kaylee. The good: Nash, one of the hottest guys at school, seems to be interested in her and doesn’t even freak out when she has an “episode,” in fact, his presence and the songs he sings to her help calm her down from the worst of the attack. The bad: Nash knows a secret about Kaylee, one that can explain everything she’s going through, a secret that her family has kept from her her entire life. Also, Kaylee learns she screams when someone dies, and lately, Kaylee has been screaming a lot.
Next, Meridian (pretty cover, right?) Death has followed Meridian her whole life, attracted to her like a magnet from the time she was a baby. At first it was just insects but as Meridian grew, so did the size of the creatures that sought her. Meridian has also almost always been sick. She has trouble sleeping (I suppose anyone would if they woke up with dead things going bump in the night around them), she doesn’t eat much, her whole body aches and constantly seems as though it is physically falling apart. She’s never really had friends and has always been considered weird. Even her parents seem standoffish and are not as affectionate with her as they are with her younger brother, Sammy. Young Sammy is the only one who seems to love and accept Meridian for herself. On her sixteenth birthday, everything changes. Walking home from the bus stop, Meridian witnesses a car plowing into and killing several of her classmates. All of the death causes Meridian to completely collapse. Her parents quickly ship her off to a bus station, give her a ticket and some money, and tell her to make her way to her aunt’s house in Revelation, Colorado. They tell her they love her but she’s not to come back home because they won’t be there; they’re leaving as well and they don’t tell her where they’re going. Meridian has no idea what’s going on and knows nothing about this aunt except that she sends quilts as birthday presents.
After a long, tiring journey, Meridian finally makes it to Auntie’s and Auntie reveals the big secret, one that Meridian should have been told a long time ago: Meridian is a Fenestra. A Fenestra is half-human, half-angel and she provides souls a safe passage to the good afterlife (many would call it heaven). Meridian must learn to control her power before it ruins her and in time to save herself and her loved ones from the evil beings that seek to destroy Fenestras and those who work in the light.
Reaction(s): Two very different books, two very similar themes. In My Soul to Take, Kaylee’s screams allow her control souls as they depart from the dead, giving them time to say final goodbyes and guaranteeing they won’t be snatched by malevolent beings. In Meridian, Meridian is a Fenestra who helps ferry souls between the living world and the afterlife. To my surprise, I enjoyed My Soul to Take better, though they were both good. My Soul to Take ended up having fairies of sorts but it was such a different and original take on fairies that I didn’t mind that it violated one of my specifications. :) I thought the back story was fairly well developed and I really enjoyed Kaylee and Nash as a couple. While they had an instant bond, the “L” word was never mentioned. I get really annoyed when characters fall instantly in love, though I know I’m in the minority. Kaylee and Nash had instant attraction, which I think is totally believable, and a pull because they were two of a kind and different from pretty much everyone else they knew. I’m interested in reading some of the next books in the series but not dying to do so.
Merdian wasn’t quite as tightly drawn as My Soul to Take. The premise was very interesting and the characters had potential it just seemed like there was a bit too much going on to fully develop any one thing. I wanted more practice time between Meridian and Auntie. I wanted Tens and Meridian to have more time to develop their feelings. In the end it turned into a jarring instant love with little transition between Tens’ veiled animosity and his love. I wanted more time to understand the bad guy and a better battle with evil at the end. Again, a great premise and a good story, I just needed a bit more from it.
Both stories dip into areas that are new to me in the fantasy genre and provide interesting takes on death, souls, and the afterlife.
P.S. I’m still interested in any fantasy with romantic subplot recommendations if you have any. :)